Saturday, December 31, 2011

Goodbye 2011

Another New Year's Eve. Not much going on for me today. Master is still in the NE, going to see His family today since He can't come home to me.  This will be the first New Years since we've been together that we won't be together.  That's kind of sad for me (and certainly for Him too), but Master has to work to take care of me and our children. That's the sacrifice we have to make.  I guess I'll use my alone time to think about Him, our relationship, how things have developed this year, and just imagine how things will be in the coming year. 

2011 was full of ups and downs for us.  Master got laid off just before Christmas 2010.  Thank goodness he qualified for unemployment.  Between that, generosity of friends, and the money we received from the IRS, we barely made it through the first 6 months of the year.  The economy has made things hard on everyone, and I really feel for the people still suffering through it.  Master found a job finally at the end of May, but it required relocating.  Originally Master is from the north east US, but due to life issues, ended up in the south east US. That is where He found me...typical southern redneck girl!  This new job required us to move west...to Texas!  I'd never even  visited TX before, I had no friends or family and I was genuinely unhappy about having to go!  But, needing to be with Master was more important than what I felt!  We packed, we moved! 

Master's first job in TX didn't last long. Don't know what happened exactly, but luckily He found a new job rather quickly.  However, the new job was 2 hours away in Louisiana.  Great! Now here we are living in TX, and Master has to go to LA to work 4 days a week.  Didn't like that at the time, but in hindsight, I'd love to have weekends with Him back.  Master had that job for a couple of months then it ended, but again we were saved by the people that hired Him originally.  Their jobs picked up and wanted Him back BAD!  Master is not only dominant in his personal life, He just exudes power, leadership, and great skill in His professional life.  They hired Him back in a higher position, one on salary, but also one that requires a lot of travel.  The travel has been really hard.  It has drawn us closer in a lot of ways.  We know how much we mean to each other.  We know that we can't live without each other.  And it brought about the change in our relationship from just Dominant/sub, to Master/slave.  It also makes His visits home (about once a month) very interesting! 

Because we text a lot, and because I like to keep Master's mind very actively on me, we began discussing kink and things we've both fantasized about, things we'd really like to actually try.  Turns out we are perfect for each other *evil grin*.   Master has a sadistic side, when He hurts someone He gets very aroused! I have a masochistic side, not into drastic things (yet), but I love it when He spanks me, I love it when He gets rough with me, and I cum all over myself when He grabs me by my throat and tells me that I belong to Him.  He wants to be able to control my orgasm...I really love turning loose and giving Him complete control of me and I love the time He has to give me to train me.  I love being owned, I love being used by Him sexually and otherwise, I LOVE pleasing him, I love sucking His cock, I love swallowing His cum, I love for Him to call me slut, whore, cunt (really makes me wet), and I love for Him to overpower me.   He has a sort of magical control over my body.  He can touch my clit, roll it around for just a few seconds, tell me to cum and I will.   I never liked anal at all before Master.  He's worked that one up slowly, but now I can not get enough.  I want Him in my ass every chance we get.   I am His horny little cum slut and He loves it.  I've expressed a desire for Him to do humiliating things to me like piss on me, spit on me, spit in my mouth.  I have no idea why I crave this.  I've decided not to worry about why, just go with it and find my limit, if I have one.  Now my next desire is to learn to deep throat Him.  I've been looking it up and got a few ideas.  Just need Him here to practice, and practice, and practice! ;)  I want Him to be able to fuck my mouth just as hard as He does my ass and pussy. I know that would make Him happy!! Just grab a handful of hair and force His cock down my throat!  Oh yeah, He'd love it!  Oh, and I want to do the candle wax thing.  All this we want to do, and so little time to get it done! 

Next time I see Him, I will probably have to go to Him.  If I could go alone without my daughter, now that would be blog worthy...hehehe! But no matter, I just need to be with Him, I crave His touch, I have to have His direction, and I must show Him my submission.  Master does give me tasks while He is gone and that helps me a lot, keeps me motivated and keeps my thoughts and deeds on Him.  I guess I'll never understand the mindset of a Dominant or especially not a Master.  I understand wanting to have someone to do everything your demand, but D's & M's have to spend so much time training, directing, planning.  It has to be exhausting.  All I have to do is what He says and then wait on further instruction. I think I get the better end of the deal, but I'm oh so glad that He enjoys His position!  I am thankful that He thinks of me enough to develop me into the perfect slave for Him.  He's been pretty lenient on me because I'm new and learning the ropes, but I know the day is coming when He will get stricter, punishment will be harsher, and demands will become more difficult.  It's ok though, it's more than ok, it's what I need, it's what I crave and His happiness and pleasure are all I want!!  I'm sure He can't wait until I'm trained better so He doesn't have to spend so much time training me...but who knows, maybe that's what He likes!

So, for 2012, my resolution is to become the best slave for Master that I can.  I will do my best to complete all tasks He assigns, I will always put His desires before my own, I will give myself freely and completely body, mind and soul.  I will learn everything I can about His fantasies, needs and desires and work towards giving Him all of them.    I will try not to whine about Him being gone so much.  I will worship His body and His mind. I will regularly thank Him for training me and pushing my limits.  I will try not to be bratty (He calls it being rotten)!  I will be open and communicate any issues I may have so that we can work them out together.  AND, hopefully, this will be the year we can get married!   Hmmm, should I wear my collar with my wedding dress???

Happy New Year everyone! May you all have a prosperous and happy 2012!!

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

A fantasy....

Master and I have names for the different personalities I offer him.  There's Fuck Puppet who is Master's sub and is there only to please what ever need He has.  There's Cunt who is Master's pet, she worships him, and takes humiliation happily. Then there's Eve, she is Master's slut, always horny and ready to fuck in any way, sometimes a little aggressive, but still under Master's command.  Below is a fantasy I shared with Master, and now I will share it with you:


Eve:  Scenario 1 (My Master’s Favorite)
After master had had his way with cunt and fuck puppet, their ass still pink and welted from Master’s whip, He settles into bed almost completely exhausted.  He’s only started Slut’s evening.  “Master, are you going to deny Slut all the cock she needs to be satisfied?” she asks with desire burning in her eyes.  “Slut, if you can get this cock up again, you have my permission to have your way with me!” He replies.
That was just a challenge to her, a challenge she was happy to take.  Slut decides that to raise her Master’s cock, she was going to have to start at the bottom and work her way up.  She starts by kissing Master’s toes, watching his face for any reaction.  Then she takes each toe into her mouth one at a time, licking and sucking each of them like they were lollipops.  That starts Master’s fire in his groin.  No erection yet so she must work harder.
As she is sucking His toes, her hands are rubbing His feet and calves relaxing all the tensions away and refreshing His beautifully sculptured muscles.  Time to move slowly up Master’s foot then His calves with her lascivious tongue.  His scent was drifting up into her nose making her all the more desperate to bring His cock back to life.  Licking and kissing and nibbling every inch of the way up the inside of His calf slowly to His knee.  This is where her soft and longing hands lead her to lift His leg to expose the tender erogenous zone on the underside of His knee.  She kisses and licks and all but makes out with this area tickling Him with her talented tongue.  Master is surprised, but this is very erotic to Him.  His cock begins to lift its head slowly as she tickles Him with her tongue.
Mmmm, she notices His arousing cock and moans with great pleasure.  She moves on back to the inside of His thigh just above his knee.  Well, this is a very sensitive area and she slows her pace.  By now He is watching her in amazement.  This slut desires all of Master’s attention and they lock eyes as she licks His inner thigh, so sensual and delicious.  She gets up to her knees in the now familiar face down ass up position, still locked in the gaze of her Master as she guides her tongue up his inner thigh towards her final destination.  By now his cock is standing at attention, but she’s not ready to complete the deed.  She still has more pleasure in store for her Master.
Closer yet to that glorious cock, but not yet….she lightly kisses around his package.  He can feel her hot breath on his balls.  “Oh my God”, he whispers.  He didn’t mean to say it out loud, but it already escaped His lips.  Slowly she works her way around to His balls and finally licks them with her hot tongue.  It makes Him catch His breath.  She laps at His balls like a thirsty dog, and then she takes one into her mouth.  The heat and wet sensation coupled with her very talented tongue quickly makes His balls tingle and swell.
She knows her Master likes to have His ass hole rimmed, so that is the next destination of her carnal desire.  “Master, will you pull your legs up please?”  Even in her lust driven state she still shows her Master respect and observes His rules.  He lifts His legs to give her access to his beautiful rose bud, a little nervous that she may go too far.  Slut knows how her Master likes it and she is gentle and steady in French kissing that beautiful hole.  He thinks He may lose His mind if she doesn’t soon stop, but she won’t stop.  She is getting exactly what she wants.  She’s bringing Master back to his animalistic state.  Finally, He can take no more of the glorious ass licking.  He quickly maneuvers Himself up to His knees and forces her to get up on all fours like the bitch in heat that she is.  He positions Himself to impale her beautiful dripping wet pussy with His now completely engorged dick.  He slams His pelvis into her, His cock filling every inch of her pussy and she lets out a little scream.  “Take it you fucking whore.  Take every fucking inch.  Do you see what you have done to your Master?”  As He speaks His giant cock is plunging deep inside her.  Just His touch and the beautiful words of disgrace trigger her first orgasm.  It’s pain and pleasure and wave after wave of complete ecstasy.  She continues having one orgasm after another, soaking Master with her sweet nectar as long as He fucks her.  After a long assault on her pussy, He says, “That’s enough pleasure for you whore; now you will get some pain to finish your Master off”.  He pulls out of her pussy and immediately begins the same vicious assault on her ass.  She screams, but begins cumming and moaning at the fierceness of His attack of her ass.  For her Master, the change from pussy to the extra tightness of her ass is quickly bringing Him to His climax.  “Bitch, you wanted me to cum in your ass…well here it is!”.  They both groan in complete rapture as His jism pumps into her cavern. 
Afterward, they fall onto the bed in exhaustion.  He is spent, but He has to move her over to have room to lie down.  She cannot move. She doesn’t want to move.  She got what she wanted and now Master pulls her close and holds her tight and says “Goodnight Eve.  Good job.”
 



Sunday, December 25, 2011

First Torture

Master and I had been texting for months about his desire to tie me to the bed and spank me. We finally had a couple of hours alone and He thought now would be a good time.
Master had me put on my collar, leash & nipple clamps. He put the ball gag in my mouth and had me get in position on the floor for inspection. Master walked around his property, inspecting every inch. He picked up the crop and i began to tremble. I bought the crop while he was gone, but He had not had the chance to use it yet, and it made me very nervous. Master drug the slapper down my back tenderly, it made me tremble even more. Then it happened, He popped my ass with it, hard. It stung and I squealed, but it felt oddly pleasing and warm pretty quickly. He rubbed the spot He had just popped with the slapper obviously pleased with the first pop. He popped my ass again on the other cheek, very stingy but delicious. One after the other, stinging more each time. He moved around to the front taking attention to my clamped nipples. He started popping my nipples with the crop, a little harder each time. That was more painful than my ass but I closed my eyes and accepted my fate. I agreed to this, and now I even wanted this, it was pain but pleasure. I have never felt so alive! He was slapping my nipples and then further around my breasts with the crop for a few minutes, and then he changed directions again. He ordered me to lean back giving him full access to my pussy and swollen clit. He rubbed the crop on my clit, circling it and then "pop". He popped my clit with the crop. Oh my, that stung. I cried out with the pain, but He was unrelenting, He popped it again and again. Just when I thought I couldn't take any more, He stopped and commanded me to get on my knees. Immediately I moved to my hands and knees. He whipped my ass a couple of more times, then He commanded me to spread my legs. I knew Master had a couple of new toys and was wanting to try them out. Master rubbed his hand across my still stinging ass, and told me I was being so good for Him. No matter the pain, that was all I needed to keep going. All I wanted was to please Him and I knew I was giving Him exactly what He wanted! All of a sudden I felt Master's fingers groping at my clit, rubbing it roughly, then His finger plunged into my soaking pussy. Oh heaven, I was wiggling and groaning. "Don't you fucking cum, slut" Master commanded. "Yes, sir," I weakly replied. I was so close, but I couldn't disappoint Him. Soon, I was feeling something else, not Master's fingers. It was cold and rubbery pressing on my ass hole. Master had my new pink butt plug, pushing into my ass. This new plug is bigger than the one I had, it stings a lot when the largest part of the plug is inserted. I had only put it in once before when I first got it and Master commanded me to wear it while I went shopping. I told Him of the discomfort, but my comfort has nothing to do with this. Master slid the plug slowly into my ass. I cried out a little as the widest part of it disappeared inside me. Then he took the other new toy, a vibrating clot stimulator, and rubbed it against my clit. The stinging in my ass and the vibration on my clit was enough to make me cum, but I couldn't yet. He pushed the vibrating wand deep into my pussy. It felt so good, and when he angled it just right it would send the vibrations though my pussy wall against the butt plug so that it felt as if it were vibrating. Master commanded me to get up & get on the bed so He could tie me face down on the bed and continue the torture. Master tied my arms and legs, face down on the bed, butt plug in place, vibrating stimulator still in my pussy. Master all of a sudden smacks my ass with His hand, one side, then the next. This is much harder than the crop. "Mmm, now this is a beautiful sight. Hang on, let me take a picture of this," He says. I can hear Him fumbling around then I hear the click of the camera. "Oh that's nice. You need to upload this picture to your blog, Puppet!". "yes, Sir." I replied. Master continued to spank me, partly for punishment for disobeying an order earlier in the day, but mostly because it makes His dick hard. My ass was red and hot and tender, but the more He spanked me, the more turned on I got! "You're such a whore! What kind of slut wants to have this done to them?" Master asked. "me,Sir, I'm your slut, Sir.". "Good girl," he replied. He sat down on the bed beside me, He had the butt plug in hand and began working out then back in. He was fucking my ass with the plug. Every stroke in I would cry out at the widest point. It hurt but was wildly exciting. Master whispered in my ear, "Does that hurt you Puppet?" "yes Sir," I whispered nearly in tears. "well I don't care, cause this is for my pleasure, not for you!" and He continued fucking my ass with the plug and using the vibrator to play in my pussy. It was such a rush of pain and pleasure. Still Master would not allow my orgasm.
By now Master was in need of some physical stimulation of his own. He untied my hands and feet and laid back for me to give Him my mouth. I sucked his hard cock, running my tongue up and down the shaft and circling the head, he fucked my mouth. Then he put me on my back and took my pussy, finally granting me permission to release my orgasm with Him inside me. I came, and came, and came again until He told me to stop.
This was the first time of many sessions to come. I can't explain the complete satisfaction and utter submission that I felt and still feel towards my Master. I love him so much and respect him and I need my Master! I am one happy slave. ;)

Friday, December 23, 2011

Day 2

It's day 2 of Master's vacation at home.  I woke up this morning, and thought of giving Master a bj, but the night before, he told me not to worry about it.  Of course, Master's comment this morning was "You were supposed to wake me with a bj."  "Yes, Sir", He obviously forgot what He said the night before, or at least changed His mind.  I got busy with Master's blow job, He advised me earlier to not use my hands except to hold Him in place, only to suck and lick with my mouth.  I took as much into my mouth as I could, licking and sucking his hard cock, circling the swollen head with my tongue, taking it deeper on each stroke.  Finally He was pushing into my throat, feeling so good...I love to suck my Master's cock more than anything.  Master pulls my mouth off of Him, and tells me to sit back, He has to go to the bathroom, then when He comes back, He will use me for His pleasure.  I sat back as told, giddy with excitement to find out what Master had in mind!  He came back from the bathroom, told me to get on my knees on the edge of the bed.  Master wants to fuck me doggy style, face down, ass up.  I did, and His cock entered my pussy hard and fast, so much so that I had to catch my breath.  Mmmm, I was full of my Master's hard cock, my pussy squeezing against Him with each stroke.  I was grabbing at the bed as He was fucking me so hard it was hard to stay in one place. "You like this slut?",  he asked.  "Yes, Sir," I replied.  He stopped, "This is not for your enjoyment, this is for my pleasure".  "Yes, Sir".  He pulled out and started playing with my clit with His fingers.  "Don't you cum slave".  "Yes, Sir," I replied.  He put a finger in my pussy, then two.  I was moaning and trying to stay still.  He smacked my ass with his hand, "Stay still,".  "Yes, Sir".  He spit on my little rose bud, then began pressing His finger into my ass hole.  More pleasure began rolling across my body, as I moaned.  He was fucking my ass with one finger, and two in my pussy, and I could feel my orgasm building.  I was fighting it with everything inside me, He didn't want me to cum yet.  Master is intent on getting me to cum on command, and soon.  Master sat down on the bed, he grabbed my throat and pulled my face close to him.  He tightened his grip.  It was tight enough that I couldn't get away, but still ok to breath, but I was beginning to feel the control of my breathing.  It was just right.  He still had two fingers in my pussy and one in my ass.  I was across his lap, completely in his grip, no way to escape, only to submit to whatever He desired.  That in itself was so very erotic.  He began talking in my ear.  "Do you like this?".  Me: "Yes, Sir".  Master:  "Do you feel my power, my control?"  Me: "Yes, Sir".  Master:  "Good girl.  I own you, you are my property and I will do whatever I want to you, do you understand?"  Me: "Yes, Sir".    While Master was talking, His fingers were still in my pussy and ass, but He had quit moving them.    About now, he started fucking me with them again, still holding my throat, still in my ear talking.  As soon as His fingers began moving again, I started cumming, squirting more than I had ever squirted before.  Master was so disappointed in me,  "You fucking slut, you're cumming. I didn't tell you to cum yet. You're a fucking whore". 
I was almost crying, "I'm sorry Sir, I'm so sorry.".  Crying, apologizing and still squirting all over the floor.  Master let me finish cumming, then He spanked me.  Each cheek, three times each, admonishing me for my bad behavior.  Then He turned me around and shoved His cock in my mouth. "For cumming without my permission, I am not going to fuck your pussy.  I'm going to fuck your mouth instead.".  Before I could "Yes, Sir," out, His cock was in my mouth fucking it hard and fast.  Master was standing over me fucking my mouth, asserting his authority, and punishing me for my behavior.  Before long, He was cumming in my mouth and I was drinking it down hungrily.
Master went and got us a drink, then laid down in bed and held me.  He told me He was very disappointed in my cumming without permission, but I had been punished, so we would start over again tomorrow.  We drifted off to sleep in each others arms.  I hope to not disappoint Master again.  Tomorrow is a new day, and more time to make Him happy!

Master's Homecoming (pt. 2)

Master advised me to wear my collar to the airport to pick Him up.  That and the sexiest outfit I could find.  I picked out a purple mini dress that just covered my ass, no panties, and high top boots.  You should have seen the looks I was receiving!  Men liked it of course, but the women did not share the men's appreciation.  I didn't care, it was for Master's viewing pleasure and no one else mattered. 
He finally appeared from around the corner.  I ran to Him and we embraced and kissed passionately; He had been gone for a month. 
After sharing our very happy hello's, Master said He was pleased with my outfit, and it was time to go.  We made our way to the van.  Yes, we were driving the grocery getter, not very sexy but the beauty of a mini van is the room it offers! ;)   We drove out of the parking garage, into traffic, out of the airport and to the freeway.  Master had His hands all over me before we were out of the airport , and as I sat on the seat beside Him in the van, He was fingering my pussy.  He told me to get on my knees in between the seats, ass towards Him, knees apart, and lean over the passenger seat.  I quickly did as I was told.  In this position, He lifted my dress up over my bare behind and He had open access to my pussy and ass hole.  I could almost feel Him smiling as he looked at His property, His name tattooed on my lower back.  He started fondling my clit as He drove down the freeway.  I was moaning and wriggling against His hand. I could easily have cum and squirted my love juices all down my legs.  He could tell I was getting close, He stopped an popped my ass with His hand.  The sting was wonderful, and brought me back to where I could control myself. He warned me, "Don't you cum whore,".  "Yes sir," I replied.  He started His assault on my clit and pussy again.  Here we were, driving 80 down the freeway, His fingers fucking my pussy and fondling my clit.  Big truck drivers were slowing down to stay near us to see what Master was doing to his slut.  I didn't notice the trucks, I was too into what He was doing to me.  I didn't care who saw, I just wanted to give Him whatever He wanted.  Master pressed his finger against my little rose bud and asked, "How's My asshole, slave?".  "Ready for you sir", I replied.  "We'll see about that," He said as He pressed harder until His finger entered my ass.  I began moaning louder as He fucked my ass with His fingers.  He pulled out and spanked my ass again.  He said I was enjoying it too much.  Red hand prints were developing on my ass and it was warm to the touch.  Master went back to my clit, rolling it, pinching it, rubbing it.  I was so close to cumming, but His orders were strict, do not cum until I say so.  I was almost in tears from trying to control my orgasm and then finally He stopped.  He told me to get up in the seat and get ready to get out.  I hadn't realized that we were only about 15 miles from home.  We stopped at a store, one I had not been to.  He had found a store to buy some new toys!!  I love my toys and am always willing to get new ones!  As a matter of fact, my nipple clamps had broken earlier in the day.  We went into the store to look around. Unfortunately, they did not have a big selection.  They did have one pair of nipple clamps left, so we got those.  Master picked out this wicked looking toy for vibrating against my clit (and later told me what He was going to do with it), and I picked out a new butt plug, pink and larger than the one I had,  and a snake bite kit for my nipples.  I was beaming with our selections.  We paid, and got back in the van to head home.  He told me I could take my collar off since we were getting close to home.
The children were home when we got there, just waiting to see their dad.  He had to spend some time with them to recharge the "family" batteries.  They all hugged and kissed each other, and chatted about the things that had been going on since He'd been gone.  He was visibly happy to be home with all of us.  Master is an amazing husband and father too.  After spending some much needed time with the kids, it was time for us to retire to the bedroom.  After the ride from the airport, I couldn't wait to have the chance to actually touch Him.  He grabbed me by the throat, firmly but not painful, and told me I was His slave and I would do exactly what He said and nothing else.  My insides were melting like butter with his power and control.  All I could do was say "Yes, Sir."  He told me to get undressed as he went to the bathroom.  I did, and waited on the bed for Him.  He came out and approached me, He told me to get on my knees and suck his cock.  I quickly did as I was told taking His hard cock into my mouth, encircling the head with my tongue, sucking it with great happiness.  In and out He was fucking my mouth and holding my head, getting every inch in, almost gagging me as the head pushed against the back of my throat.  As far as I was concerned, this was heaven.  A couple of minutes in, Master stopped fucking my mouth and said He was going to lay on the bed, and He wanted me to sit on His face.  A little history here, I have had oral sex performed on me in the past, but no one has ever been able to bring me to orgasm in that way.  As a matter of fact, I never even liked it.  For someone who likes sex as much as me, it may seem a little odd that I didn't like being eaten, but it just wasn't something I liked.  I told Master this when we first got together, and he only tried it once since we had been together a few years ago.  But, since we decided to go full time M/s, He has taken it as a challenge upon Himself to give me oral until I cum on His face.  Well, today is the day.  Master got back on the bed, and I climbed on, almost worried that I wouldn't be able to cum and disappoint him.  As any slave/sub knows, there's nothing worse than disappointing your Dom.  He began to lick and suck my clit, even nibble it a little.  I must admit, this was feeling pretty good.  He used his tongue to circle it, lick it, tease it.  I began to feel warm and tingling.  Was I really going to get my first oral orgasm on His face?  He got more aggressive with my clit, sucking it harder, nibbling it harder.  Then he pushed his finger in my ass hole, and one in my pussy, He was fucking my ass and pussy with his fingers and sucking my clit so hard, my head was spinning with erotic pleasure.  All of a sudden, I could feel my orgasm beginning.  I started rocking my hips against his face, and then release.  I was cumming, squirting my hot juices into my Master's mouth as he licked and sucked at my clit.  I was squirting and squirting, it felt like forever.  It was the most amazing orgasm I had ever had.  When I stopped and moved off Master's face, He demanded me to clean His face.  I had to lick my juices off of his face, beard, and neck.  He was obviously very pleased with Himself, the first to make me cum with oral then making me clean Him up!  He said, "You like it now, don't you slut?".  "Yes, Sir." 
"Now I want to make love to my wife," He said. "Get up on the bed, baby",  "Yes, sir".  I was now his wife, but still showed Him the respect He deserved.  He mounted me in the normal position, and began to make love to me, staring me in the eyes.  He told me how much He loved me and how much He loved our new life together as Master/Slave.  As He continued to make love to me, his beautiful cock in and out of my hot, wet pussy, it didn't take long before I was feeling the tingling of my orgasm.  He could tell I was getting close.  He told me to cum, cum right now.  My body immediately responded and I came again, harder and more intense than I had earlier.  As my pussy tightened around His cock, it started his orgasm and He came deep inside me.  There's just something about making love to my Husband, something so deep and strong.  Better than any feeling in the world.

This was Master's first few hours home.  He'll be home for FIVE days.  I can't wait to see what else He has planned! Until later....

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Master's Homecoming (pt. 1)

**BIG Grin**  Today is the big day.  Master will be home in 9 hours!  I am so thrilled! We've been sexting and Skyping about so many things, but tonight things will actually begin to happen!  I cannot put into words how happy, excited, nervous, tingling, etc. etc. I am.  I have been cleaning all morning, very happily I may add due to the added task...I'll get to that in a few minutes.  Master made me stop to blog.  I think He likes for me to share my experiences. :)
First thing this morning, my task was as usual.  Shower, shave, makeup, and make Master His morning video.  Yesterday He added the task of Orgasm training.  Every day by 8:00 a.m. a video of me bringing myself just to the edge of orgasm, then stop.  Four hours later, another video...four hours later, another video.  By now, my clit is so swollen and tender, it only takes a minute to bring myself to the edge (which is where Master wants me).  I have 2 more videos to do today.   I'm sure tonight He will be torturing my poor little clit with His own fingers, bringing me to the edge plus some, but I can only cum when He gives me permission.  It's going to be very difficult especially since it has been so long.  But when I do, if allowed to, it's going to be a huge one!
My other new task I was speaking of in paragraph one where I spoke of being so happy with my cleaning chores, is to insert my Leopard Duotone Balls into my pussy, and hold them there as I work on my chores.  I leave them in for an hour, remove them for an hour, then put them back in.  I am to do this 6 times a day.  During the time that I have them in, Master texts me and gives me a specific amount of time that I am to squeeze them (like a kegel exercise).  First time was 5 minutes, second time was 10 minutes.  Not easy to concentrate on keeping those muscles flexed for 10 minutes at a time.  He says He wants His pussy nice and tight for His usage tonight. :)  I must say, this task has had me focused on Him all day.  My pussy is getting a nice work out, and I am so wet.  I am one happy slave today!! 
Oh, yesterday, I ordered a set of 3 graduating butt plugs to begin anal training too.  They may not be here before Master has to go back to work, but at least I will have more toys to start other tasks while He is gone. 
With Master home for a few days, I may not get a chance to blog, but I will again soon.  I should have LOTS to talk about! At least, that's the plan. :)   My ass will be red and welted, nipples and clit sore from Master's abuse, and emotionally satisfied because I'm getting exactly what I want and need, His domination!  Happy, happy, joy, joy!! 

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Prized Posessions

My engagement ring is my most prized possession.  Next are my collar and slave bells, all given to me by my Master. Little did I know a little over 6 years ago, the man I promised to marry and love my whole life would actually own me as His personal slave. I couldn't be happier! I love Him so much.
Today He gave me some tasks. First to shower and shave, put my makeup on, pull my hair up in a ponytail so he could see His collar. Master is still away on business so I have to send him pictures to show him I have obeyed. He was pleased. Then he sent me a new task. I am to video myself as I manually manipulate my clit until I am just about to orgasm, but then stop. I am to do this three times a day, every four hours and send him the video. If I go too far and cause an orgasm, I will be punished. My Master is beginning orgasm training. He wants me to be able to orgasm at His command, any time, any where. Can I just tell you how happy this little slave girl is. This is so exciting and I'm so happy to serve Him in this way. I will keep you all updated as to my progress towards the ultimate O! Wish me luck!

Monday, December 19, 2011

This is All New

OK, so it was suggested to me that I should create a blog so that I can discuss my new life as a 24/7 slave to my Husband and Master. This is the beginning.  So far it has been fun, but Master has been on the road working a lot. Most of our communication is through text, Skype, and sending pictures and videos on our iPhones.  All these are very exciting because I am completing tasks that He assigned like sending Him videos of me with my collar, nipple clamps and such, but when He comes home on Wednesday, it will truly be a test of my submission.  I can not wait to see what He has in store for me!
We both got tattoos a couple of years ago, the Japanese equivalent to Master (on His forearm) and slave (on my back shoulder).  I have only had one person come up to me and ask me if I knew what it meant (LOL, yes).  Unfortunately, I was with my 5 year old daughter at the time and had to rush off before I got to proudly say, "Yes, I belong to my Master".  Well, in these two years, we've only lightly and occasionally begun to play around as M/s.  But, within the last 2 months, we've picked up negotiations about what we both wanted, and how to get our rocks off together, and we've decided to take it full time, full fledge M/s 24/7.  We are monogamous, devoted to our family, but we have also discovered that we are both VERY kinky and we can compliment each other (sexually) quite well.  He is very dominant, I love submitting to Him.  He wants to spank and punish me, and I revel in the thought!  He wants to humiliate me, and I love the thought of Him putting me in my place!  Don't get me wrong, I've been very head strong, independent and very stubborn most of my life.  There's never been anyone that could handle me before Him, but I think I've met my match and I just hope He can dominate me the way I need it.  Hopefully, this will be interesting reading for all of you who decide to read my blog.
I am around 5'5" tall, around 160 pounds, a little self conscious about my weight.  I have dark hair and hazel/green eyes.  Master says I'm beautiful...I don't see it, but He is the only one that matters.  Master is 6'1" tall and 300 solid pounds of a powerful man! He's very intimidating to everyone He meets, but yet has a personality to charm the pants off of ya!  One of those people who could sell ice cubes to Eskimos!  Right now He has a long red beard and long, curly, light brown hair.  A Harley Davidson and a leather motorcycle vest is all He needs.  Just describing Him gets me all wet.  He says He wants to be worshipped, but i've been doing that since i met Him!
I've given Him the gift of my body, mind, soul, my everything.  He loves and appreciates my gift, and is now planning on how to use it.  Beginning Wednesday, I think my life will be more than I could have ever imagined and I can't wait to see where this goes

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